being a salesman

So this is my second day as a salesman.
I sell books for a russian library. This may sound boring for ones, but for my it's pretty intersting. To be honest, the selling process had captivate me from the beginning and this is the reason why I choose to work here.
Each day i will work 12 fucking hours, smashing my brain and bones. I leave my house at 7 A.M and come home around 7 P.M or even 8 P.M.
That's pretty fuck'd up, isn't it ?
Well, i approach this job this way: It will make me more strong, more professional, i will speak way better to people, it cultivates my enthuziasm and positive thinking (i love that my company makes this job entertaining..we support each other and when are meetings is pretty fun), improves my time management, helps me understand each individual human and how to manipulate each of them, so many advantages.

It's hard work though, it's really fucking hard work. I have been 2 days in practice mode and tommorow it will be my first day without any guidance, i will work only on my own. I will choose the location for my sellings, i will present alone, i will finish transactions by myself. It's up to me if i will make big time money or.. nothing which counts.

I will update more tommorow.. with good news hopefully !

UPDATE:

I have quit. I'm not a salesman anymore, which sucks sometimes :(.
I did so because I have receive an offer to be poker dealer at a club.
Let's hope for the best !