Crete and inner thoughts

It's been 1 week since I left home.

Now I'm in Xania, a very beautifull region from the island Crete. I really think that i could live here, like for years ! Everything is cute, so much quiet and beauty all around you. Narrow streets, many fruct trees, simple but yet awesome houses, and god.. the beach ! Water so blue I have seen only in video games or on internet. I didn't seen many greek people, but so far I'm not that thrilled about their womens. They are meh, nothing really beautifull at their looks.

How I ended up in Crete ?
Well, as I wrote before, i finished highschool and decided that I want to work on cruise ships as casino dealer. I have graduated a school for this and thought that i will start working until september, maybe octomber. But the time kept goin' and goin' and it seem that i wouldn't work so soon in this industry and that's all because of my age, the minimum age is 21. My dream was obviously on delay..

Then i said that i must leave the country, to experience something new. I went to this firm and they offered me a contract for 6 months at a four star hotel in Crete. And here am I !

I must say that behind this decision (to leave and work in Crete) was so many reasons that i couldn't stand anymore. I felt like it's time to take a step ahead for my life. I needed it so bad.
I have a personal philosophy that i want to share (it might not sound ok right now, but i'll upgrade it later) : there are certain things in life that we take for granted. A house, food to eat, security of tommorow, a good health condition, a family and so on. Therefore, we forget that we are privileged to have all of this. They're are people out there which are much smarter than me, but they leave in misery. They're are young people out there who suffer from so much different diseases that makes them unable to live, not mention enjoying life. They're are so many people out there who don't do anything besides working their ass off in order to survive. We must understand that we are privileged and start acting alike ! Doing things that we're dreaming of, to help others and to have good moral principles.

The first thing to do is to start making small baby steps forward, to discover ourselves and to have a positive, healthy mindset.
I'm not a teacher at this, I made tons of mistakes. But i know that someday, this mindset will bring me to happiness; in that point where everything was worth it !

Right now, I swear, i will remember this moment because it's crucial. Right now, I feel like I don't have any friends anymore. I feel like shit, also for more than one year i had no girlfriend and i still have intense moments when I think back to her, enjoying the memories of loving.
But is this a reason to be mad at world ? Hell no ! If i would be mad, i would do things even worse ! I must be patient, i must keep my  thoughts and beliefs togheter and to not forget who I am.

The positive mindset and the knowledge will take me wherever i want.

hakuna matata =)